Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Today got Dnt and Maths paper . Math i do anyhow but Dnt i was trying hard . Damn , whatever i study and revise did not come out on the paper . Like fuck ! I was like blur .
After school , as usual sleep first then around 7 plus , members ask to come down play soccer at bishan . F A S T F O R W A R D ! After soccer , go play poker at void deck then we played fightfight at the court . There's 9 people and was divided into groups of 3 . Every team must fight the opposite team . we really fight like hell and really enjoy ourself . Some had bruises on leg and hands . Since my fighting is good ( chey macam paham ! ) had no injuries . All want to whack me , i dodge ! ahaha . like real ! Thats all for today .
Been so down this few days .
Trying to make myself happy here .
You can seem to see theres a smiles on my face .
But there's sadness behind those smiles .
Really struggle here .
Hope theres some there to rescue me .
Labels: Fake smiles